I feel as if I've lived just one long day. It's hard to discern time. I feel as if I'm just coming out of a fog. The last 24 hours have been difficult because I've been in so much pain. I have something going on with my kidney. I've had a kidney stone before and it feels like that again. The nurse says it could just be an infection or reaction to the chemo. It just hurts!! I'm waiting for the doctor to decide as to what they are going to do.
I have never felt such fatigue before. I can't even think enough to type. I just wanted to let you know that I am still hanging in there. Do I really have to do this five more times? No fun.
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Honey I have been praying for you over the weekend...I will continue to lift you up in prayer - for encouragement & strength...I love you!!!
Alyssa
I two am on the Journey through Breast Cancer. My surgery was December 4th, had my 2nd chemo Feb 12th. Your insight and words are comfort that I am not alone. Being in a Fog is an understatement, concentration is sometimes impossible. But I have a strong faith two that somehow gets me throught each day. Thank you for sharing...Denyse Liette
I find that keeping my mind so busy on other things helps to clear that fog. When it hurts (and mine is comming next week)its somtimes hard to find distractions. I hope and pray for you and your family. The last thing you need is stones at this point. It kind of reminds me of one of my tough times. I was recalling a disney cartoon ( the emperor's new groove) the star Koosco figured he had experienced all the hardship one could handle when he and another fell into the water while tied to a log. When he asked, unknowingly, if there was a waterfall coming up along with sharp rocks at the bottom his partner assertively replied yes! I dont know if I have the facts exactly correct but its Kooscos response that I use when thing are foggy and I quote "BRING IT ON" I say it boldly only cause I know I can exscape into the arms of our Savior Jesus. Still hurts though. Prayin for you, Tim
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