I'm sorry I haven't been blogging. Honestly, I just haven't been feeling well. I'm not sure if it's because of the surgery or a lingering reaction from chemo. The nausea makes me feel like I'm on and off of a roller coaster. I get a few good hours a day, but I never know when I'm going to get them. I feel really good one minute and then terrible the next. I'm doing my best to push through it.
I thought I was doing a good job of bluffing for the kids but they can tell now. It's very frustrating as I desire to get back in the swing of things and it's not happening as I had hoped. Jim keeps reminding me that it's only been a little over a week since surgery.
I'm very thankful that Jim's parents came and helped with the kids this week. They have no idea how much that meant to me. It's also been great that Matt has his driver's permit. His been a great help. We are going to try and do some school shopping for him today. He only has one week left of his summer vacation.
Each day I just try and focus on the many blessings I have and try and not think of the ramifications of cancer. Some days it's harder than others.
"Fear not, for I am with you; Be not dismayed for I am your God. I will strengthen you, Yes, I will help you, I will uphold you with My righteous (victorious) right hand." Isaiah 41:10
During Treatment-Aug 2011
During Treatment - Aug. 2009
December 2008
A Wonderful Gift
As soon as I realized I was going to have surgery I knew I wanted to have family pictures taken. This was the best gift I could've been given. We had so much fun. If I ever doubt what I am fighting for it is for more days like this one. I encourage you to go and check out the following link to see a slide show. Turn up your speakers to your computer and enjoy the music. It is very fitting.
http://www.balboaphotography.com/Slideshows/MurphyFamily/
You can select the shopping cart icon and see more of the photos.
http://www.balboaphotography.com/Slideshows/MurphyFamily/
You can select the shopping cart icon and see more of the photos.
1 comment:
Hi Tracy,
Just wanted to say hi and let you know I'm thinking of you :)
Last time we spoke we talked about why so many women have breast cancer, and how He is using you in your journey. I know people can see your faith and courage; you are a shining light to those around you. You and Jim have the best sense of humor, you always make me laugh. Being we are the same age, your journey inspires me to be a better person and not to take anything for granted. I'm sure you have blessed every nurse, doctor, lab tech and medical assistant that you come in contact with. When you are in remission and feeling better, you will be a huge encourager to all those going through the same journey.
God Bless You,
Love,
Dawn
For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us. Romans 8:18
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