How I wish I wasn't hoping for chemo. I just want to get it over with and get on with feeling better. I can't wait! If all goes well with my blood test results and consultation with the doctor, I will have my second chemo tomorrow. If they have any concerns, chemo will be postponed one week. I've prepared myself that I'll have it tomorrow and have even taken my steroids today. I ask that you would just pray as if it is tomorrow. I will probably only blog if it isn't.
It's harder the second time. I know what to expect. Those who have gone through it tell me each round gets worse. I just keep praying it won't and each one will be like the first (without the infection.)
Today, was a great day! I felt good ALL DAY. I went to visit everyone at work and had lunch with the girls - I really miss Lynn and Alyssa (I miss all the guys too). It's great working with people you enjoy being with. I can't wait to get back. If I do better this chemo round it looks like I'll be able to go back part-time. Only time will tell. I'm hoping. Now, the guys will be on their best behavior or they'll be afraid they will make it on the blog. I wouldn't really do that to them. I'll only share funny stories of me - I'm sure they'll be many. I seem to attract them.
I'll blog as soon as I can. Maybe I'll even have Jim update you for me. I would love for him to share what he has been experiencing (as through his perspective.) I think it would help other husbands who are going through this battle with their wives.
Tomorrow, we know of another beautiful woman who goes into surgery for a lumpectomy. I can't get her or her husband out of my mind. I've been praying all day for them. We don't know them really at all. It's a teacher of Matthew's who has given Matt so much support during my battle. He just shared with Matt last week that his wife also has breast cancer. We have offered any help we can be. I don't want to break their privacy but please keep them in your prayers.
I thank everyone for your prayers. I am so blessed!!
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